The confession is this: I'm not writing this blog in real time. This post, I'm actually writing in February 2015, looking back. So this is more of a re-creating of the last two weeks of December rather than a recording of it. It's what I remember and I find that I remember very little. I do recall an exquisitely vivid dream where I checked my bank account and saw $3 in there and tasted real fear. I know there was a lot of work with my college application clients and then holiday parties to attend, and then our New Year's Eve gathering and then suddenly it was 2015 and I had not touched Lynda or my website or any member of the Adobe Creative Suite for almost the entire month of December. So.... what was it all for? What it's all about?